final minutes before turning a year older.

tomorrow, il be different. (how?)

my 18 yrs of existence had been a blur.

i want to change the world.

PS:

something to comprehend about:

"gale, you're gonna 19 in 48 hrs, and you havent got your first kiss yet, go out and get a life!" - christina (childhood friend)

as of today err.. (night i mean.) i am here writting in the luxury of my [own] room, contemplating on how this day turned out to be the worst saturday of my 18 years of existence.

i've never been this lonely in my whole life.
pretty pathetic.

i'm a [nice] person.. how come i dont have friends?
im confident enough to say that i have FRIENDS online than [reality].

fuckfuckfuck.stupidfuckingpieceoffuck.

i am socially deprived.

goddamn.

fuck.

ah yes. new lay-out.

mucho love to ospenoptemous for the wonderful lay-out.

fall is here! we get extra hour of sleep.

parental unit are out for a HALLOWEEN PARTY. (mayo pa sila, galakat lng sa mga party. bata nila di ay ari lng sa balay. kasubo gid =( haaaay.)

school is still teh shitzz man.

GOODBYE "pretty" boy.

tsk.

-edit-

me mutti and vatti were havin a blast while im being miserable saturday night. the perks of being socially deprived. =/



mom's dressed as her favorite JEWISH patient and dad as her IVY POLE! :D

some people are MONSTERS.

i didnt know such creature existed.

you cant fucking take those words back.

but il gladly shove it back through your mouth.

yep. we are moving.

im goin to miss this place..

-sighs-

Happy 48th Birthday to my daddy! x) -throws confettis around-

im treating everyone to Charlie Brown! w00t! here we come Salad Bar!

say goodbye to my $150 dollars. x(

have a nice weekend kiddies!

i love you all. <3

it's probably one of those days where a minute you thought that NOTHING could ever ruin your day but then just a blink of an eye, everything came crashing down.

ok. im exagerrating a LITTLE bit but i dont know why i feel so... DEPRESSED? SAD? i dont have any VALID EXCUSE or REASON to be sad. (do i need to have a REASON for everything?) im just trying to rationalize stuff but i just cant figure it out. grrr. and it ticks me off. -____-

now im all stressed out over nothing. yey. way to go GALE.

it really marvelled me on how things dont turn out the way you imagined them to be. so im saying goodbye to my imagination for NOW. i guess i was imagining too much. -sighs-



yesterday started out BAD. i was frantic and axious because we were running LATE. talk about FILIPINO TIME. tsk. we got out of the house around 8:45. [We] means the WHOLE FAMILY. i really thought i was going with my sister but NO, my *beloved* MAMI and PAPi wanted to come. which translates: we dont TRUST you galey dear, so we want to ruin the show for you by tagging along. and yea, i have to pay $125 since im paying for ALL of them.

so off we went and BADLUCK strikes as my dad FORGOT what Exit to take. so they called like 3 people and NOT even ONE of them knows how to get to the RACEWAYPARK. it was freakin RIDICUCLOUS! i was cryin already for pete's sake. (id like to thank cazzy for calling me and makin me feel better somehow. <333) we FINALLY got into the right EXIT and BAM! TRAFFIC on AIRPORT RD. thousands of cars were lined up like legs of centipede. and TOM frm the WARPED PANEL called me around 10:15 because im suppose to be there by 10! we got at the actual parking lot around 10:45. walked a MILE for the main entrance and finally found TOM. and got my BACKSTAGE PASS (w/c is an armband, nothing too fancy)

making my very long story short, i met MIDORI (super awesome gal) and my backstage BUddy <3. we saw FALLOUT BOY, STARTING LINE, DROPKICK MURPHYS, MOTION CITY SOUNDTRACK, SENSES FAIL, AVENGED SEVENFOLD, SAOSIN, SENSES FAIL, THE OFFSPRING and MxPx <3. and i moslty hung out by the smartpunk stage and saw GREELY ESTATES, A THORN FOR EVERY HEART, YESTERDAY's RISING, BOYS NIGHT OUT, MY AMERICAN HEART and EMERY <3 i would gladly enter the PIT for em ^-^ (unlike FALLOUTBOY and MCR where i could get stombed by 13 yr old girls. too mainstream for me.)

Midori and I met up so that we could both enter the backstage tourbuses and we were in time for lunch! we saw GErard eating and waved hi. saw lotsa GROUPIES. -_- hugged MIKE frm MxPx and made friends with a guy named LUKE who plays in a band called Seven echo ( or somethin like that).

went home around 8. all soar and burnt (it was 100 degrees. i was dehydrated.)

TODAY - we went to see SKELETON KEY. (Kate Hudson has a cute butt!) good times w/ friends!


PENGUINS are AWESOME. me and king "having sex" in front of the penguins. <3


if you're too bored that you've gone this far in reading my entry, i bow down to you. the rest of pics are uploaded on my multiply. it's not done yet since im calorie-deprived which hastens the production of my ATP. wtf. i think i DONT know what im saying/typing. i'd better rest for i have another 12-hr shift tomorrow. im goin to see WANDA THE WITCH again. Dear Lord please help me!

much love,
Galey xoxo

WARPED TOUR 05 in a few hours!!!!


im STOKED!! ^____^

need to get there an hour early before the opening of the gates to get my BACKSTAGE PASS!! OMG!

i hope il be able to sleep. i dont feel so good. my throats been hurtin the whole day.

have a Blessed Sunday everyone! <3

time to make things HAPPEN.

no matter how hard i try pleasing people, i always end up disappointing them

..and MYSELF.

fuck. i WANT to get a LYPOSUCTION. i HATE my body.

PS: Lonnie wanted me to make a sign for him. enjoy bitch. love yah ^___^

March of the Penguins = <333



strawberry + ipod + fireflies = O_O



i should be sleeping. i have a 12-hr shift tomorrow. fuck.

i love people who cares for me. i love you guys a million times more.

xoxo,
Galey

owkey.. i never thought i would blog here ever again. i've been lazy. im sorry. KUH-Ray-ZeE stuff has been happening lately and i find it hard to digest them all. it has overwhelmed me to a point where everything didnt MADE SENSE anymore. hah. what can you say. my life is pretty fucked up.

on the bright side, i've had days where i've been smiling like a complete idiot the whole time.

why am i always caught in a situation like this? am i always in denial? am i too scared to admit? too afraid of letting go?

amplified_tragedy (7/12/2005 11:35:50 PM): i WANT TO KNOW NOW
amplified_tragedy (7/12/2005 11:35:56 PM): mahal mo pa ba ako?
starsburnjigs vista (7/12/2005 11:36:29 PM): OO!! MAHAL NA MAHAL!

BOOM! now what? :/

*if that AINT love, then i DONT know what LOVE is*

-deranged and confused as of Wednesday, 12:30 am-

PS:

JAY a.k.a. "nate" called on my celly using his dad's celly. isnt he sweeT? we consumed 2:45:00 mins. of talk time. He invited me over to go fishing with his dad 7 am on thursday.

would that be considered a DATE?

my FIRST ever lay-out modification. wooot.

and oh, credits to:

[*] www.itsnumber12time.com for my AWESOME background. <3
[*] Keisha <3 imarobotpanda for "forcing" me to join Lj. lol. <333

i know it's a little crud.. but at least i made it MYSELF! *beams proudly*

i guess it's worth it considering i've been "vegetating" in front of the comp in the past 3 hours.

and yes, my head is starting to hurt.

congradtulate (SP!) me people! i deserve it! x)

xoxo,
Galey

woot.

let's party like it's your BiRthDay. we'Re gOin to ParTay like it's your biRthDay.

fuck. i dont have anything else to write.

im workin on my lay-out. so yea. bear with me while i absorb all this information at once.

it's excruciating and it's hurting my brain already.

the control freaks are deciding on moving into a NEW and BIGGER house.

change's underway. oh joy.

xoxo,
Galey

THANK YOU LORD.

this night was the most amazing night i ever had in my whole entire life as a fangirl! i CANNOT believe that i actually have a pic of me and MATT GOOD together! it's so fucking unreal! and to think that i got to talk to him for like a minute is totally bogus! but not TONIGHT baby!

everything that happend last 30 minutes ago was surreal. adrenalin-rushed. mind-boggling. UNIMAGINABLE! yet.. destiny had led me to meet him! >_<

we talked for like a minute. i asked him if i could have his autograph and he agreed and i asked him AGAIN if i could take a picture w/ him which he happily obliged. ^_^ the funny part was, my camera ran out of memory so i had to delete a couple of pic so that i can have a pic of him. and he told me he would wait. such a nice guy he was. XD and i get to hug him too which is WAAAAAAAAAAAAY cool! im so *kilig* right now.

wow. 2 hours of driving was worth it. even though it killed me through out the entire trip. but it all paid of in the end. we arrived at destination around 7:15 pm. waited in line for 15 mins, saw SONNY MOORE got out from the tour bus, he was CUTE but not as hot as Matt! ^_^

HE IS LEGEND is the first opening band. they were GOOD. and i mean.. GOOD. the lead was a bit crazy, but it was fun. he loves to dance and they're from North Carolina. HALIFAX performed nxt after them and of course they ROCKED OUT.

EMANUEL opened for FROM FIRST TO LAST. they really give out an awesome show! bad ass performances. screaming vocals and pumped up crowd pleaser. good times. im really glad that i went to this event. thank you LOrd for letting me attend.